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hi, i'm cameron. i'm just an ordinary boy trapped in his own little world. i trust people far too easily and always end up getting hurt. i put on a brave face day in, day out. i'm tired of telling people i'm fine because i'm far from it. and i'm tired of hating myself, but it'll never stop.

it really fucking bothers me that people have talked about them thinking I don’t know what I want and that I’m basically confused about my sexuality because I don’t have boyfriends or get off with anyone. Like does it ever occur to anyone that maybe that’s because I don’t want to because I’m not actually comfortable with who I am? Just because I come across as comfortable and whatever doesn’t mean that I am, so don’t dictate your opinions about something you know nothing about

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I hate thinking that I’m finally in a good place because it always turns out that I’m not and that’s really shit to deal with

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